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Monday, March 19, 2007

I have learned many lessons from the people on my time spent here, good and bad. In the middle of my freshman year I became involved in a relationship with a boy that taught me more about people and relationships then i ever knew i could learn form one person. He taught me how you can live a life alone and he taught me alot about trust.
Four years ago i was very much a loner. I prefered to be alone then with other people. It was easier to just be alone then to deal with all the problems that come along with having friends in high school.I had no tolerance for people or taking the time to meet people. Brian sat next to me in spanish class first period. Being that we sat next to eachother we worked together on alot of papers. Sowly we got to know eachother and half way throught the year we began dating.
I learned to trust him like i had never trusted any one before. I began to ignor my friends because i wanted to spend time with him instead and i didnt care that it hurt their feelings. I put complete trust in him and felt that he was the only person that really understood thing the things that we would talk about. in the long run i learned that you con never fully trust a person. i truley believed that he would never do anything that would hurt me and i was wrong. i also learned that i sometimes i expect way too much from people and that they cant always meet my standards and thats okay.